Wednesday, February 8, 2012

The Art Of Losing Myself

If I could describe last night to you guys, I would do a terrible job.  I was consumed - inside and out.  I was so consumed and didn't realize it until I opened my eyes and saw where I really was.  I was in the presence of God and it was awesome.

I don't say awesome much, so when I do, you know it's serious.  Have I mentioned how much I love my young adults group?  Because I love them a little too much.

I haven't felt that free, been that convicted, been that open, cried that much and felt that healed in I don't even know how long.  So many other emotions went through me but I can't even recollect them all.  I can only narrow them down to the presence of the Holy Spirit, and it was good.

Last night I gave relationship issues, health, anxiety, etc over to God, and it was good.  I truly lost myself.

All of this said because I know I am ready.  I am ready to be reckless and we all knew that was coming: Recklessness.

We all know I can't sit still.  I have to move.  I have to have change.  I have to be uncomfortable.  I have to explore.

I'm about to do some "crazy" things and I hope you guys will support me, love me, pray for me and maybe even join me.

Just remember that I love you and you're beautiful.  No matter who you are or what you believe or what you do or what you've done, God loves you too.


Happy 27th Birthday to my brother Christopher!  
I love you more than you love Miami football.



















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Who wouldn't want to do this?  We're doing it.

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